Tuesday 31 May 2011

The failure


Well 18th may would hav been just an ordinary day for me......... but Goa board decided to ruin ma day n rest of  lyf..

18th may it was d day whn our HSSC results wer out n i failed in maths..... After failing ur whole life changes every1 luks @ u n says hey u should hav studied rather thn ply'n  going to treks n wht nt.... they srt to blame each n every thing for ur failure  lyk u hav tym to ply guitar , u hav tym to do photography, to roam with ur frnz.... if u think dis is d worst it'aint  ma grandma said u hav tym to grow ur hairs n nt to study ...she called me "satya saibaba" n after lots of scolding u get sympathy lots n lots of sympathy "dnt worry next yr u i'l do well" bla bla bla...................  2 be honest i can servile through this issue coz of ma parents ma bro n ma frnz dey wer der to support me..... without der backup i would hav been gone in depression thts for sure... :P
 all dis tym i allways remebrd ma dad's words "allways be prepared for d worst coz nthn bad can happen thtn that.........." dis words saved me....... evrytym whn i had to meet ma relatives i was preparing for worst..... :P

well enough with the emotional part .....I left d funniest part aside 19th may was d day tht i died... :P on 18th may i saw ma result on net it showd tht i faild in maths so i thought i will ans suppli n ma 12th will get over!!!!!! bt goa board had diff plans..... on 19th whn i went to coll. i saw ma mark-sheet  it showd tht i faild in 2 sub.... chem n maths...... i gt gr8 shock @ tht tym....  all grades wer change all internal marks wer wrong  so i decided to giv ma papers for revaluation .... n m still waiting for ma results....  dis stry is incomplete without the revaluation results bt der can be 2 ends
1) i'l pass in chem n can ans suppli in maths
2)will fail in maths n chem n hav to ans 12th again

but d most possible end is tht i'l hav to ans 12th again.... well m prepared for tht.......n i knw i'l do gud dis tym... :P (hope so)

 well  guys m out  peace!!!! 

3 comments:

  1. dats da spirit omi.. keep going!! only a few people like u cn face da failures in sch a manner..:)

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  2. @ omkar - I think u can draw inspiration from my story, I may be intelligent, but neva been studious. Have been a topper kinna, been a cropper too - lost years - taken a drop - done it all. Even been told to do my BEd, n go on to be an English lecturer. But, I had other plans, since Std. 9, and it was only matter of time. Now, now - this is no myth. Will tell u all this another time. For now, this should be inspiration enough n quite a shock to you. Not many know this fact mate, but just felt in sharing .... ur story touched my senti chords .... I think this may be a good blog entry idea to me as well :)

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